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Been awhile AGAIN since I posted. But I'm living, breathing, and tending to little man who STILL have night and day screwed up. *Grunt* Hey I posted some new photos - CLICK HERE - I also posted a few new photos in Cameron's album - CLICK HERE - And there's new Photos in - HERE - So life has been REALLY stressful lately. Hubby's mom has went on a frantic nutso rage again and was hospitalized for threatening to do herself in for 3 days. She was just released yesterday so now it's back to walking on egg shells for me. =0( He narded little rat dog (a poodle mix) not only shit on my floor while we were watching him - he jumped on Cameron's face while he (Cam) was laying on the couch - which is a HUGE NO NO In my house (no animals on the couch) - on top of that Cameron had the flu bug... so now he has this HUGE HUGE nasty scratch about 4 inches long down the side of his face. Needless to say MIL's little rat got his first flying lesson from ME! Bastard mutt. Bawhahahaha. So anyways - other than that.. same crap different day. I still haven't had any luck finding a night job and I think I've applied everywhere within reason. =0( I hope everyone is well!!!

My apologies to all my friends for not being around as much as I was before. I am SO tired that I feel like my peepers are going to melt out of my head. Conner is a blessing but no angel. LoL. He has night and day completely twisted around and sleeps all of 4 hours a night *IF* I'm lucky. So - physically I'm about ready to collapse and mentally I can't think straight anymore. It will get better though. I hope. LoL. He's 15 days old already. Doing supreb and eating like a little piggy. He's really starting to pudge out. He STILL looks just like his daddy or so I think. Cameron is doing wonderful too. He's doing so well in school and the whole potty training thing is over with.. it's official. He's a dude man now!! WooT! HE absolutely LOVES school... took his first bus ride this last Monday.. he's so darn cute when he gets on the bus. Of course I Cried like a big old weenie! *Sniffles* He's not so little anymore. =0(
Other than that.. we're surviving! Sort of. Adam's working his arse off as usual.. I'm trying to find a night job.. we seriously need to buckle down on our finaces. The apartment needs some serious painting and renovations that are NOT our responsibilty however because the landlord is our "Friend" he dubs them our responsisbitly but provides the materials. Eitherway it's a pain in the ass because we don't have the time. So that's that.... I'm just putzing around like a flippin' zombie. I Miss everyone to pieces and will be back when I can function again. Till than!! ((hugs))

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile.. I'm exhausted!!!!
So Conner made an early entrance as I guessed he would. HE was born on Wednesday September 14, 2005 at 4:09 pm. (Funny note - Cam was born at 9:04pm). Conner weighted 6 lbs 12 oz and was 19 1/2 inches. He's gorgeous and looks JUST LIKE Cam did when he was a newborn. Of course they both look JUST LIKE their daddy! Wednesday morning I had gotten up at 4am because I Felt like Conner was trying to push his way out through my belly button. I did my usual waddle around, make coffee, ect. At 4:30 am I sat down at the comp to check my email and plug away .. at 4:45 am I coughed and my water broke. WOOT! Same thing with Cam.. I coughed and my water broke. So I woke Adam up - got Cam ready and off to the hospital we went. Of course Both Adam and I were ALOT calmer than we were with Cameron's birth. LoL. I was only 3 cm along when I arrived so they had me walk around for a couple hours.. that brought me to 5cm.. and I stayed at 7 cm for hours!!! Ack! Finally around 3:00 I started tensing up b/c I felt the need to push.. but the Dr said I was only 8cm. I was mad. LoL. At 3:30 pm I screamed that I needed to push.. so they came in and I was a full 10cm! WHOO HOO. The Dr wasn't aware that with Cam's birth I pushed 3 times and he was out.. so she had me start pushing while she left for a moment. Heh. ONE good  push and Conner crowned - of course the Dr was no where around they made me hold him.. I tell you that was the worst pain I've ever expieranced in my ENTIRE Life! Finally she same in I pushed 2 more times and wallla there was Conner.. eyes wide open screaming at the top of his lungs. My mom and Adam were bawling.. again.. just like Cam's birth I was just in the "OMG I survived again" state. LoL. So that's that. He's now a week and 4 days old and doing superb. =0)

Well here he is! The Man himself. Remington. He's a purebred (so we're told doesn't matter tho) Yellow Lab Retriever. Isn't he something? We adopted him the local City Pound.. poor guy was there for THREE weeks. I think it's because he's 4 years old and a BALL of energy. Isn't he gorgeous? I can't wait for him to come home. This Wednesday we get to go pick him up. His past family relinquished him because "They Didn't have they time".. which infuriates me because wouldn't they consider finding him a home first knowing that the pound doesn't have the room and wont hesiatate to put him down whether or not he's a great dog? Oye. Some people just irk me. But that's okay.. beacuse now he has a family that will love him forever, keep him happy, safe and warm. =0) He's just a big old ball of love.. and man, he concentrates REALLY super hard when there's a tennis ball in sight. He doesn't even blink.. but he waits for you tell him he can get it. He's really super smart. I'm so happy we found him. =0)
On another note, not much happening here. Conner gave me a tid bit of a scare between last night and this morning, I mean I'm due in 20 days so I completely understand the dude has NO room left what so ever. But last night I didn't feel him move AT ALL.. and this morning I had been up since 6 am and didn't feel him move.. I ate, drank, ect. And just nothing. So I finally caved and called the nurse around 10 am and she explained to me on how to do a kick count and what to do to get him awake and moving around. Sure enough.. I followed everything she suggested and now he's just throwing himself a party in there. Made me feel much better though. I know.. worry wart! Can't help it though. No contractions today either! WOOT! They've been increasing in strength, how long they last and getting a bit closer together. WOOT! YEA! Lets get this ball moving little man! Ha! I'm so excited. I just can't believe it's almost over. Pretty soon though... I'll be able to hold the little man. YEAYEAYEAYEAAY! Hope everyone is having a Great day!